Girls

143am 2.21.2006
There’s something in “can’t have” that makes me want it. “It” doesn’t matter just that I can’t have “it”. Usually it’s a her, a she, a dame, gal, chick, cutie, sweetie, honey, darlin.


Heather
Swimming girl
Anne
8th grade girl
Kimberly Bates
Jennifer Bourqin
Amy Tally
Cathy nordfeldt
Jessica
Kimberly Bates
Freshman girl Lauren.
Genie
Kimberly Bates
Business girl
Kat


152
What am I running from… its always something, always something.

It’s been a girl the last two times.

Perhaps it’s a bit odd, but that’s what I do. A country song in gushing simplicity.

I convince a woman to fall in love with me, she falls out of love with me, I still love her, she doesn’t tell me, we drag it on, it ends and my heart is broke, all possibilities that seemed bright exhausted, I leave. Searching for something unfindable.
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